Something the psychiatrist said the other day has got me worried, he said something along the lines of “you have plenty of good things in your life – a husband that loves you; a family that loves you; you’re not broke; & you've been able to keep working up until now”. What does that mean – up until now? Does he believe I won’t be able to return to nursing? Will I be relegated to stocking shelves in a grocery store? For all my constant complaints about it, I would be devastated if I could not return to nursing. I want to go back to work….I NEED to go back to work, to feel useful again. If I go see the psychiatrist on Friday & he says I’m still not ‘fit’ to return to work again I’m going to want some answers.
Maybe it's their fear of me having access to dangerous drugs? I know I did say to the CAT team that I would get some insulin & midazolam from work to help complete the job - maybe I have brought this on myself? If so what am I to do now...to BE now? an invalid (IN-VALID)?
Maybe it's their fear of me having access to dangerous drugs? I know I did say to the CAT team that I would get some insulin & midazolam from work to help complete the job - maybe I have brought this on myself? If so what am I to do now...to BE now? an invalid (IN-VALID)?
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It's normal to want something once it is taken from us (denied from us) but remember what you have always wanted to do. Remember- a Poet first.
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