SIMPLICITY

RATHER THAN LOVE, THAN MONEY, THAN FAME, GIVE ME TRUTH. - THOREAU-

Saturday, April 4, 2009

DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL


Although the expression would not come into being till the 16th century, I cannot help but think of the garden of Gethsemane as Christ's "Dark night of the soul," - his moment of deep spiritual anguish.


Upon a darkened night
the flame of love was burning in my breast
And by a lantern bright
I fled my house while all in quiet rest
Shrouded by the night
and by the secret stair I quickly fled
The veil concealed my eyes
while all within lay quiet as the dead

Oh night thou was my guide
oh night more loving than the rising sun
Oh night that joined the lover
to the beloved one
transforming each of them into the other

Upon that misty night
in secrecy, beyond such mortal sight
Without a guide or light
than that which burned so deeply in my heart
That fire t'was led me on
and shone more bright than of the midday sun
To where he waited still
it was a place where no one else could come

Within my pounding heart
which kept itself entirely for him
He fell into his sleep
beneath the cedars all my love I gave
And by the fortress walls
the wind would brush his hair against his brow
And with its smoothest hand
caressed my every sense it would allow

I lost myself to him
and laid my face upon my lovers breast
And care and grief grew dim
as in the mornings mist became the light
There they dimmed amongst the lilies fair
There they dimmed amongst the lilies fair
There they dimmed amongst the lilies fair

Lyric St John of the Cross

Youtube link Loreena McKennitt: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FcVaEA0009Q

3 comments:

ambersun said...

Hi from Tasmania

I am a writer (not a poet though - I have written a novel and a play and am working on my memoirs). I also suffer from schizoaffective disorder (a mixture of bipolar and schizophrenia).

I am also a follower of Jesus who pleads often with God to take the darkness away.

Just recently my cat is sick and might have cancer. My cat is like my best friend and I am stressed. Triggered off the depression pretty badly.

I loved the honesty and poetry of your posts and can relate in so many ways.

God Bless

Amber

Suzanne Rowley said...

Good to hear from you Amber, thank you for your encouraging words. So sorry to hear about your cat - animals are such wonderful companions aren't they.

Ida said...

This is so beautiful, so moving. I love the shot too, the sky.